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Thursday, December 11, 2003 ( 1:11 PM ) Melody Life Updates I'm letting way too much time pass between entries. I just wanted to write in today to say that I'm happy and well. A quick run down of what's been going on: I'm still seeing Vanessa, and she is wonderful. We've got a couple of trips coming up that we're going to be taking together. I've been enjoying the holidays with her. We put up a Christmas tree at my house last weekend and had a 16th birthday party for her little brother. Every friend of mine who has met her likes her very much-- at least that's what they're saying to my face, but I don't know what wouldn't be to like. Belinda and I are trying to settle matters with the house amicably-- figure out who's going to stay in it and who's going to leave or if we're going to put it up on the market. Today it looks like I will leave if she can get financed for what she needs. I'm completely at peace with that and looking forward to apartment living for a while. Of course, this could change tomorrow. We've both gone back and forth a lot. I think I'm settled on the idea of moving out and moving on, but if she decides again that she wants to move out, we'll be back to square one. I'm hoping that once we are no longer tied to one another financially in any way and some time has passed that we can go back to being friends. My folks are still not happy about me being attracted to women. They're starting to accept that Belinda is not the only woman I was ever going to have in my life, but they just don't know why I would choose to be with a woman if I could have a man. I'm reiterating that to me it's really not about parts. It's about personality. Going to Las Vegas for CES in a few weeks. I'm taking Vanessa with me. I'm going to Los Angeles with her in February for a taping of the Ellen Show. I'm really looking forward to exploring both cities with her. I haven't lost any weight lately, but I haven't really gained either. Well, I gained about 3-5 lbs back, but now I'm back to within 1/2 lb of my lowest weight yet-- 13 lbs from my goal. I think I'll be happy if I can just get through the holidays without putting any weight on. I've been doing all kinds of things that I deem healthy for myself-- journalling, knitting again, attending a wonderful open-minded, accepting church, starting counseling. That's it for now. Geez! Stop mobbing me for information! # |
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